hello,
,i havnt made a post in while so yea.


xThis Weekx
well this week i:
went to fargo to get a fluffy coat
got my heart broken.. twice
got kicked in the crotch.. twice
got back into my.. bad habit.. (im sorry)
found out im adopted..
found out im emo
thats it..

xHeartBreakx
okay soo.. the reason im heartbroken is cuz.. okay first let me say that BOTH my boyfriends broke up with me..
xFirstOnex
the first one that broke up with me was tyler.. becuz 1. he wasnt attracted to me any more 2. we havnt seen/ talked ina while..
xSecondOnex
was with a guy in Pennsylvania named Zeb.. and he broke up with me becuz i told him i was a cutter.. he said he couldnt haddle that..
xRantzx
Tyler: so my rant on tyler is..
he said i went to camp soo yea i jumped on the bus witout a second thought... and then to make my heart hurt even more.. he said "its the same thing over and over. i see you,we hug,i talk to my frenz, then we make-out." "me: yea i thought you liked it that way" "i do but dont you think we could do something other that make-out?? its getting kinda boring" "me: i was on koday but seeing that you didnt give me a fucking chance i see that wont happen... im sorry but i gotta go.."
he keeps trying to apologize.. calling.. hey he broke up with me.. and i dont want anyone calling him a fucker,asshole or anything like that.. i still love him..
Zeb:
personaly i have nothing to say about this guy.. everyone has accepted me for what i do when i get deperssed... and if he cant hadle that fucj him...
so you people can call him what ever the fuck you want..
xAdoptionx
soo one day i decide to see my mom for a bit in Bemidji. when i get ther (by myself cuz my sister is sick)we talk chill an shop. then when we get back my mom falls asleep and i wonder off into the attic.. there i find some of my old toys,clothes,ect. and.. my adoption papers.. ohhh..
yea it says that my real mom died when i was born. *sigh*
xAnythingElseJustAskx