hello,
,i havnt made a post in while so yea.


xThis Weekx
well this week i:
went to fargo to get a fluffy coat
got my heart broken.. twice
got kicked in the crotch.. twice
got back into my.. bad habit.. (im sorry)
found out im adopted..
found out im emo
thats it..

xHeartBreakx
okay soo.. the reason im heartbroken is cuz.. okay first let me say that BOTH my boyfriends broke up with me..
xFirstOnex
the first one that broke up with me was tyler.. becuz 1. he wasnt attracted to me any more 2. we havnt seen/ talked ina while..
xSecondOnex
was with a guy in Pennsylvania named Zeb.. and he broke up with me becuz i told him i was a cutter.. he said he couldnt haddle that..
xRantzx
Tyler: so my rant on tyler is..
he said i went to camp soo yea i jumped on the bus witout a second thought... and then to make my heart hurt even more.. he said "its the same thing over and over. i see you,we hug,i talk to my frenz, then we make-out." "me: yea i thought you liked it that way" "i do but dont you think we could do something other that make-out?? its getting kinda boring" "me: i was on koday but seeing that you didnt give me a fucking chance i see that wont happen... im sorry but i gotta go.."
he keeps trying to apologize.. calling.. hey he broke up with me.. and i dont want anyone calling him a fucker,asshole or anything like that.. i still love him..
Zeb:
personaly i have nothing to say about this guy.. everyone has accepted me for what i do when i get deperssed... and if he cant hadle that fucj him...
so you people can call him what ever the fuck you want..
xAdoptionx
soo one day i decide to see my mom for a bit in Bemidji. when i get ther (by myself cuz my sister is sick)we talk chill an shop. then when we get back my mom falls asleep and i wonder off into the attic.. there i find some of my old toys,clothes,ect. and.. my adoption papers.. ohhh..
yea it says that my real mom died when i was born. *sigh*
xAnythingElseJustAskx

Black - the wearer will have regular "missionary" sex
Blue - indicates oral sex performed on a guy
Clear - indicates a willingness to do anything the snapper wants
Green - indicates that oral sex can be performed on a girl
Glittery Blue - is willing to perform anal sex
Glittery Clear - wearer will let the snappee "feel up" or touch any body part
Glittery Green - the wearer is willing to "69"
Glittery Pink - willing to "flash" a body part
Glittery Purple - willing to French kiss
Glittery Yellow - indicates kissing and hugging is acceptable
Yellow - wearer is willing to hug
Pink - wearer is willing to give a hickey
Orange - wearer is willing to kiss
Purple - wearer is willing to kiss a partner of either sex
Red - wearer is willing to perform a lap dance
White - wearer will flash what they have
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where did that come from!?
haah i do not know..
just very random..
anyy way.
comment..

And now that i have your attention..
ha you all probly came here cause you thought i was gay!!!
fuggers..
haha
now for my REAL entry...
i have herpes.. no jk..
haha
im so weird..
ahhhhh penis..
i just sopent the past few hours looking at hentai pics with Xoe and editing ninja photo shot picz.. they look great.
Shes the editer and in the picture taking person..
(for got the word for it xD)
ANYWAY
i will be adding a few pics from school...
if the quality is bad it aint my fault!!!
(well.. it kinda is but..dont BLAME ME FOR THiNGS iDiDNT DO!!!!) *cries in corner*
haha
and i have a F.M.L for you guys..
Xoey's Dog Licorice wants to eat me.. Her birds want to fight me and her Doggy Sisu likes me..
weird i know..
you can blame her for that!!

okay i forgot to put this info for my "Shout-outs"..
if you want me to do a shout out to you heres what you need to put in a comment/note
1.) Ur name/nickname/username.
2.) if you want me to wear ur fave colour let me know so i can find a shirt in that colour.
3.) if you have a smiley face/word you like let me no so i can write that.
4.) i can do ethier on my hand or on a peicie of paper.
Let me know what one you want.
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i forgot that info on my shout-outs..
im trying my best do make this as personal as possible
i care about everyboy in the world!(cuz im like that)
so yeah
Comment me or note me..

Update:
Hello!! So hows it been?? Haha Ive been good. Babysittin alot. Maily my "bubba" haha. Its an inside joke. And Tyler was over yesturday. Best date of my life!! It was off to a bad start but i got to see a sensitive side of him!! Awesome. Anywayy :3 i miss alot of people and i cant wait to see you all at school!! I think ima wear maily skirts.. Because i love how my legs look and i LOVE skirts. But I might get some sexy skinnys! Haha. I got a kitty just now and we named her Pixey. Shes bla=k and has white paws. Haha. I feel like im missing something.. Hmm.. *sister comes up* Oh yeah! Me and my sis are friends again! :3 And a couple days ago I found my new celeb crush!(sorry taylor ) And his name is.. Justin Beiber haha. I love hime..
now i leave the rest of my hyper-ness hands to type about Veronica..
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Veronica Chambers:
She is my Vampire side. I got rid of Skylar.. I lost interest of her.. Sorry. And i think Veronica is a better match for Allen. (iRemembered Carls!) TeeHee. She was born in England and later in moved to New Jersey. Were she met Vladimire. He promised to teach her how to use her vampire powers for good. She later becomes an assian. All thanks to Valdimire. I'll write some stories and more details..

I love you all. Good day. And big balls.(thank you wipe-out)